So things are going pretty well as of late. Been super busy with both Nathaniel and Tyler. For Tyler over the last week I've been helping get his graduation announcements out, which there were a billion of. We're also planning a huge ass graduation party for him on the 14th. Its going to be fucking badass.

As for Nathaniel things have just been peaceful, nice. Hes been being nicer to Tyler, after I blew up at him about it first of course, but hes making the effort now at least and been coming with me to outings with big groups of friends - progress. For those of you who don't know, which would of course be all of you, Nathaniel isn't exactly a social butterfly. He likes a few individuals and doesn't want to "waste his time" on anyone else.

Monday Nathaniel and I went to the bookstore and bought like $150 bucks in books, which is not as much as you’d think – hardbacks are fucking expensive. I have yet to receive my copy of Snuff however. I bought it from my uncle who gets a nice discount and he has it but has yet to get around to shipping it >[ which is why even though he gets a good discount, I mainly just go out and get the books myself.

I like buying books with Nathaniel though. He picks out all of the books I’m going to get and I do the same for him. “Broadening our horizons.”

Tyler and Claire just got here though so now I’m off to go be lazy with them and get myself a freaking drink already!

So first off I decided to do something about my profile. Just a couple of days and it was already annoying me. But now its sexy so its all good. The mood theme has also been changed to something actually expressive.

In other news Nathaniel is back around. He likes to do this shit where he disappears for a while, never picking up his phone and pretty much avoiding me like the plague, and then show up again a week, two weeks, a month later and act like nothing ever happened.

So he shows back up late, late Wednesday coming through my bedroom window. It always takes me a little bit to warm back up to him but God help me I always do :\

Today was fun though. A group of us went to the YMCA after I got off work and they got off school. We went and played basketball and went swimming and just generally had a good time, then went for some fantastic pizza before splitting up. Most everyone else headed to the mall but I was just too tired for that.

So I went home and Nathaniel tagged along with me. I forget how nice it is to be around him.

To be close to him again.

soclosetoitall asked me who Tyler is so I figured I'd fill you all in at once.

Tyler has been my best friend since the day he was born seven months to the day after me. Our mothers are old friends and so that automatically meant we were going to spend 24/7 together. I can't imagine it any other way.

Hes going to graduate this year ranked 5th in his class and I’m really proud of him for it. He practically lives here, like he just left ten minutes ago, and I don’t know what I’ll do when he goes off to be something successful.

Nathaniel detests him. But half the time hes not a huge fan of me either so what the fuck ever.

Speak of the devil and he shall appear. I’m to tired for this shit tonight D

Didn't have to work today so that was at least good. Woke up at like noon and then made a horrible trip to the post office to mail something off for ebay. I hate the post office with a deep passion.

After that I came home to Tyler sleeping in my bed. He was promptly woken up by my mother screaming into the phone at my step father about something. He then proceed to make her cry D<

So Tyler and I hid out downstairs. It takes two of us to do his homework. Fuck you math.

After a while my mother summoned me to go to the store and retrieve her Sundaes supplies. So we did. It didn't seem like the best move to deny her anything after her incident with my step father.

So now I'm here, after having eating a huge sundae - it was a disaster, really. And now I'm waiting for Tyler to finish in the shower so we can watch Gone Baby Gone. I've heard its really good and I do love Casey Affleck ♥

Work tomorrow ]:

Finished Survivor last night at like three in the morning. It was wicked good, my favorite after Rant for sure.

I should probably wait for interesting things to happen before I post, but I wouldn't want to deny you guys updates from my awe inspiring life any longer than I have to.

Huh, now that I'm all set up I don't know what to write about. I guess you guys would wanna know all about me now, huh? Isn't that how it all works? We meet, you stalk me. Stop me now if I'm wrong in all this.

I'm an 18 year old high school drop out. You can see I'm real ambitious here. Got my GED so as not to be kicked out of my house. Probably going to move out soon anyway though since my ass hole of a step father is threatening me with the army now. Work at a mini mart (whoa, theres that go-getting attitude of mine again) and as shitty as that is, I'd rather have sex with a cactus than join the army.

I spend my days working, drawing, smoking, listening to music, watching movies (such as Donnie Darko, Pulp Fiction, Mysteries Skin, The Big Lebowski – you get the idea) and hanging out with my not-boyfriend Nathaniel.

I’m sure I’ll think of something else later to write. You know, to help you guys stalk me better.